Ode to the D

My Brother Deryn is in Town and have spent the weekend in a happier than usual state (no it's not drug related) I don't really say how much I truly love my brother, but he is the most caring, charming, funny person I know, he has been for the last year and a half my rock (I know a tad cliched) and has inspired me more than anyone else I know (you know that is alive right now) and I am so happy and glad to know that whatever I do in my life that my brother will always be there and I hope that I can do the same for him when I get a life. Deryn my beautiful brother, YOU ROCK and I am so proud to call you my brother and my friend

Help!

Sent via sms: I an stuck somewhere i can't leave with an evil tyrant, a.k.a Mother please help!

Another nail in the coffin

Life is too busy at the moment I have too much to do and not enough time to do it in, I have been knocked around with a mother-fucker of a cold and have major assignment and I have no idea what to do, I want to cry but I'm too tired even to do that, I want to go out and get smashed and dance the night away. I have taken up smoking again, it's wrong, but fuck I love tobacco, it's so cancer causing I feel like a rebel everytime I light up.

Speaking of which I think I might go have a cigarette.

I need.

I need something to break the monotony (movie?) but it has to be cheap or better yet free (sex?) and that doesnt require me to make an effort or physically exert myself (bad sex?) but still makes me feel better about myself (sniff glue?)

I need a life.

I'm pathetic: part 673

I'm in an internet cafe right now, I have just purchased myself a ticket for the movie "The sisterhood of the travelling pants" O'm hoping that it's a post period thing where I go crazy and lose all sense and taste and relish teen-chick-flicks, that or plain and simple I'm just a loser a plain and boring loser.

In the net cafe I'm in the boy i'm sitting next to is very hot not it has any re;evance to anything, it's just there are so few attractive men out there any more that any sightings should be cherished as they could be your very last vision of a hot boy, that or plain and simple I'm just trying to justify that I'm a pervert.

Yeah I know, but it's nice once in a while to pretend I'm normal

Last of the Mohicans... I mean exams

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Originally uploaded by kimberly.lives.

Today was my last day of school and the last of my exams for this semester, Yesterday was my assessment on recreating an animal in either face-painting or for theatre and of course because I am a former Drama bitch I selected theatre, it's supposed to be a chameleon, I don't know what to think of it, the photo was taken after my model smudged her lips so it's blurry on the lips

I like to bitch and moan don't I?

Exams are over, Life is over, I want to cry, I want to eat lots of cake and drink lots of tequila and be really self destructive. I really want to

I can sing a rainbow.

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Originally uploaded by kimberly.lives.

Today waiting for my bus, it always makes me gooey seeing a rainbow. Now off to work!

Guess what

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Originally uploaded by kimberly.lives.

Yesterday was an exam at school, we had to design and apply a 'high fashion' make-up inspired by an animal, that was suitable for the cover of 'Italian Vogue' so here is my make-up if you can guess what animal inspired my make-up you will win a million dollars, or my undying love.

I am very happy with the results though.

Now onto my next assignment, when does the pain stop?

Today I did a work experience at a fashion parade for a hair college, it was fun, even though it made feel entirely inadequate. But for some reason I maintain a standard that always deems me inadequate, and you know what? I don't mind, simply because being inadequate is quite easy to do. It probably stems from a fear of rejection, after all knowing you will be instantly rejected will help ease a fear of it right?

I'm far too self-analytical today, probably another side-effect of my nadequate feelings.

I have been on wheat binges ever since the weather cooling, I have been bitter, cold and gassy

Stupid minor wheat intolerance why couldn't wheat cause me to die? then I would avoid it, thus, avoiding being an irritable bitch.

Such is life.

Fuck, I'm prolific!

Bizarre Love Triangle

I have the pet shop boys "Bizarre love Triangle" on constant loop in my head, I just always have loved that song since forever and probably before then. But the last week has cemented it into my skull.

Weddings suck arse, ok I suck arse at weddings but one thing I know is I want to get married just so I can piss a lot of people off.

I want to dissappear for a while and take a holiday.

Strange men keep on staring at me on the street, some even walk up to me and say hello, I just want to know where people especially old ugly people get this confidence from? to approach a stranger and to expect a positive response is amazing and yet time and time again it happens, it must be because I am a fat chick, people must assume I have no self esteem and thus feel more confident with me, or I appear as a desperate slut to every man and his dog?

I now want to dissappear more and more.

Piniata's are the tool of the devil, you have been warned

Somebody runaway with me, we can become gypsies!

I'm tired

My Wedding

I haven't been online lately because I have been preoccupied with my wedding.

It's in a few hours, I'm nervous, I'm terrified

I have no idea what to do.

Have you met my younger brother?

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Originally uploaded by kimberly.lives.

Ok while deryn was visiting I practised some make-up on him but he looks pretty cool as an old man dontcha think?

Computer is fixed: Life still sucks

I like to complain don't I? no wonder nobody likes me

I spent all my money on bobby pins and a trilby.

A trilby is a hat and it makes me look so very cool.

Brother is coming to Sydney on Sunday because the Foo Fighters are doing a free gig on Monday I'm happy because I get to see my beloved Deryn, I'm not happy because I have to attend school and miss out on foo fighters gig but I'll survive because I'm taking brother to restaurant and movie which will be fun.

But apart from that my life still sucks y'know

Prepare yourselves.

My computer is broken dangnabbit, and so I am internetless and cashless for the next couple of days while i await it's repair

Oh fuckbuckets.

So be prepared for the next few days a moblogging extravaganza!

(for those that don't know moblogging is entering my blog entries via mobile phone so that I can update 'kimberly-lives' from anywhere in the world with phone reception and also mobile phone credit allowing)

yeah so that is it apart from saying FUCK FUCK FUCK why does my life have to be the crappest life ever I can barely afford school fees let alone fucking computer repairs, FUCKING DELL computers leading me into the false sense of security that I could trust you with everything all my documents, my secrets, my life. Fuckety Fuck Fuck.

I think that helped

A funny thing happened at school today.

I got battered and bruised.



I hope you are feeling lots of pity for me

Well the good thing is that, the girl that did this to me didn't fare much better


BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!


that was supposed to be an evil laugh.

A reflex action

I slept in today and woke up ten minutes ago, Obviously too late for school, so now I am here in my underwear, coffee in my hand wondering what to do next.

It's moments like these that make me think my life is inceribly empty and pointless.

Ok it's not totally empty and there are a few miniscule points in my life that need to be maintained, but on the whole There is alot of emptiness in my life that needs to be filled or at least pushed to the back and have somethijng distracting stuck on the top.

I do this every few days when I ask myself, what the hell amd I doing what I am doing for?
And my brain can't for the life of it find an answer and that's something because I am queen of the excuses. (yes last year all the little excuses got together and democratically elected me as their queen)

It must because I am incredibly alone, coming home to an empty house is this incredibly odd feeling it's become this reflex action when I get home, I open the front door and then sigh.

I'm tired I really am and to add fuel to the fire I am reading 'Hell' by Dante, it's really nice to know that there are so many different routes to hell and right now I qualify for at least a dozen of them.

If somebody out there loves me they will fly me over to london so I can go see '1984 the opera' or if they don't love me that much they could just marry me and look after me forever.

I'm tired, I need sleep.

Kimberly and the Zoo

Today Kimberly went to the zoo,
She saw Lions, Elephants and even Giraffes.
She took lots of photos too!

Yes, I know I can't write for shit but today for a school excursion I went to Taronga Park Zoo,
took lots of photos and now am thinking about what to do for upcoming make-up assignments.

Some of My Assignment

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Originally uploaded by kimberly.lives.

I suppose you should see what I have been agonizing over for the last month.

I Hate Fucking Clowns

For the last month or so, I have been researching an assignment totally due on clowns and of course, it's due today at 9am and I have done 'Jack Shit' and I have to do make-up tommorrow half asleep because of my fucking ineptitude. But of course I had to waste time in which I could be doing my assignment on posting an entry about how I suck at doing assignments on time.

P.S. I hate fucking clowns